haiz … failed driving test today … feel so lousy …
my instructor says that the driving testers are very friendly … but i definitely beg to differ that … the one i met is so impatient and black face … make me so kan cheong and forgetful… though tried hard and did beautifully in circuit … but (and so means i) failed very badly on the road…
anyway …. will jia you again de … but wasted my money and annual leave … 
as usual, settling into new job is no easy job…
update for 20 July, my pay day… though nothing to do wif $$$ ..haha
was kena stepped on the right foot by an auntie on the bus while on my way home from office… the stupig auntie really landed herself comfortably on my right foot… she left me a patch of dirt on my pants … and a bad blue black … it was so bad tat i am still so gen gen yu huai whenever i saw the blue black … >_< … the 
worst thing is … if the auntie is an ah ma who has walking problems … or coz the bus driver put on the brakes suddenly, i will get the incident off my chest more easily… but its coz the auntie loss her balance for no reason …and when i saw her running so fast to meet her fren at the other side of the road … its like … kns…
made a tough decision … leaving comfort zone to pursue my dreams.
caught very meaningful phrases from the drama on channel 8, 蓝色仙人掌 , very true & real … but yet ppl always forgot abt it … :-
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" 有巨璃总是好的，得不到的是最好的“ " … that’s y starting romances are always sweet sweet de… after sometime in the relationship, ppl will start to find fault in their partner … and when someone new comes along … you seem to get along betta with him/her… you find him/her interesting, adorable, lovely, handsome blah blah blah… and you start to deviate… or stray i should say …
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" 她脾气不好，人又自以为是，可是由始至终，她还是向着你 " ….. so , if one of the party is bad tempered and has a lot more other flaws… do most ppl choose to walk out on the partner coz he/she has all the flaws … or choose to stay coz he/she is faithful … ?
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the message or moral of story in 蓝色仙人掌: … no matter how bad your partner is … if you take the first step to stray and play the unfaithful role …for whatever reasons, e.g. partner is bad tempered … neglect you… etc. etc. etc. etc. , you are still the one and only one at fault. ~ i agree.
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still… believe the choice is in your own hands… which path or decision you make… its ur life, your call. no right or wrong … maybe jus a shit of consequences to bear.
guess i am bored wif my life… no mood to work … no mood for exam and projects … need a break … look forward to the hk trip…
